i'll be a killer whale when i grow up.

I struggled to find words to name the feelings that flooded through me, but I had no words strong enough to hold them.

For a long moment, I drowned in them

We came to writing at an earlier age, from an urge to release a scream that had stuck in our throats. Then we worked on our screams until we thought they were something someone might want to hear.

— Stephen Elliot

the truth i must tell is:

i’m lonely as hell.

I learned the constellations when I was little. My father likes astronomy. He taught me. At one time, I believed the mythological creatures and objects were truly there, held in place by giant pins. The light points of their configurations, you see. I thought if any of those pins came loose, they would be at the mercy of thin air — and they’d fall to the ground and crush me. So for a couple of years, I’d only go outside on cloudy nights. I decided that would give them something on which to land, other than me.

— The Mercy of Thin Air

now some days they last longer than others—
but this day by the lake went too fast.

(lake crescent - clallam county, washington)

now some days they last longer than others—

but this day by the lake went too fast.

(lake crescent - clallam county, washington)